Feeling Sucks

Why is it that sometimes you just cant figure out how to make up your mind. Something I think that there are two people living inside of my head that can never agree. There is the sensible one that takes a stroll in everyones shoes and then there is the fussy bratty one that thinks people need to trip over their own shoes. These two usually come out in me when it comes to relationships. When most people think of the word relationship they relate it to themselves and their significant other. I think about all the relationships around me; with friends, family, aquantances and of course the significant other. Who is to say that your boyfriend/girlfriend is your most significant other? Is there noone else more important than that person in your life? I would like to think of all my family and friends as significant others. However, in this case my significant other is my boyfriend and the one bringing out the sun and moon of my mind. Maybe im making something out of nothing but lately i've been looking for something more from him. I'm not one for routine, so when I fall into one I cant help but want to get out. Everynight, like clockwork, I make my way over to his apartment (between 10 and 11), we say hello, watch LOST, fool around or fall asleep and then the morning. In the morning he feels me up, I complain and the there are the goodbyes. This happens every week for weeks and then on the weekends its everyone hanging out or drinking and I need some non routine! Dont get me wrong I love it all. I love him and I love what we do. I would just like something out of the ordinary. But then again it is college; no money, no variety, no time. You can see how it gets tiring in my head. I guess in everything there are pluses and minuses, rights and wrongs..but how to decide which side to pick? I guess thats why I like to just wing everything. I like to clear my head and get away from the situation til it hunts me down...or I get drunk.

This stuff sucks

OH WAIT. No it doesn't. This stuff Rocks.

There are so many great things from the Spring/Summer fashion lines this year. These are just two from the Matthew Williamson collection. Here are a few more of the ones I love from some of my favorite designers.Collette Dinnigan

Carolina Hererra

Narciso RodriguezPeter SamVersace

LOVE!